:)

i'm very happy now. at last he breaks the silence between us last night.

dia : hi
aku : hi (frowning cause i was surprised that he actually text me)
dia : apesal lama menyepi?
aku : quite busy lately (it's a lie. i'm not busy at all)
dia : oh, is it? thought awk dah x ingat kat saye.
aku : (nearly faint, almost lost for word) perlu ke saye ingat kan awk?

actually it's not what i intended to say. what i really want to say is that i've been thinking about you. but i'm not going to give him the pleasure of feeling as if he is the centre of my life and that i can't function without him.

dia : saye tak pakse awk ingat saye selalu (lol)

then, we chatted for a while and we stopped just about before we had another fight, AGAIN. that's how we communicate with each other. it's either aku yg menyakitkan hati die or vice versa. anyway that's not the point. the point is that he makes me very happy. feel like i want to give everybody flowers just like zoela did in sindarela. awak, thanks because you make my boring day bright :)